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Saturday, July 30, 2005
this is y i love manis!!!
this is y i love manis!!!!
oh yea..who is manis?
see the picture there...
arh..sitting pretty on the letter L
thats her
spot her yet????
she is always right
her instinct is never to be left unheard
she is pretty
she is a great bud to hang out with
she always listen to my rantings
she is witty
she is smart
she is funny
she is good at condemning my ex's
she is a chameleon
she is bad at scrabble
she is a food junkie
she is my bitch
she is wat she is
and most importantly
she loves me too!!!!
let's reach for the star. I AM ONE TOO! at 1:10 AM
Y
Friday, July 29, 2005
kring kring.......kring kring.........
kring kring.......kring kring.........
mind you, the call was at 1030hrs
i was still asleep
caller: hello, is this mohamed azim
*mumbles in heart...who could this darn idiot be*
me: hmmm he is speaking
caller: i am veronica. we find you to be suitable for the job.
me: err....u mean i got it?
caller: we need you to wait for our letter and to come for a medical check up at raffles
me: huh?
caller: once you get the letter, give me a call back and we will fax to raffles for your appointment.
me: noted
caller: ok?
me: yes yes *please let me get back to sleep!!!* bye
I got the job and yet i wasnt excited??
am i crazy or just wasting everybody's time??
am i like susan myers??
the pay is 2Kplus and i am still contemplating should i or should i not
working at fullerton has given me the greatest job satisfaction i can get
i am a pr person like wat my friend pointed to me
despite the pay being measly i love wat i am doing
i am at my most comfortable working there
then again, like wat my friend told me....
"its gonna be a tough choice...but sometimes u need
to get out of ur comfort zone and find new challenges"
i noe this new job offers me $700 more than wat i am earning
and i could do with the extra moolah
but the questions i have been asking
will i feel satisfied??
will i like wat i do??
will i regret making that one choice to take the risk??
am i up to the expectations??
will i be able to take it??
more n more questions are lingering in my head
i love fullerton more than anything else
i love my colleagues whom i have been friends with
i love the bitching
i love the challenges i get everyday with different guests
do i really need to move on?
to greener pastures perhaps
to an environment where there is future prospects
and stability?
i need to ask wat this new job can give me
in terms of job satisfaction
i am a risk taker, but i dun not want
to act on impulse for this one
i am in dilemma!!!
help
*ps thanks friends for being there when i just need to let out wat i feel
i appreciate it, i noe it seems like now
everything is abt me...well it will be for a while
i just need ur support and i really thank u for
listening and being there for me
thank you fauzi, mimi, lina, sherwin, boon, timah and especially shidah!
*crosses finger*
hope all turns out well
insyallah
let's reach for the star. I AM ONE TOO! at 11:53 PM
Y
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
we belong together
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didnt know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Guess I didn't know you
Guess I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt.
The feeling that I'm feeling now
That I don't hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here
Cause baby
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There aint nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
let's reach for the star. I AM ONE TOO! at 11:46 PM
Y
Sunday, July 24, 2005
cant believe it
i have been reading
continuously reading non stop
last nite i spent from 1am till 5 am reading
reading till i finished the undomestic goddess twice
i dint noe that reading gives me so much pleasure
i dint noe that reading is addictive
i dint noe that reading can make my problems go away
well even if its for momentarily
i dint noe that reading can be fun
and now that i have read
and left nothing to read
my problems are coming back in my head
i need to read
please pass me my shopaholic series!!!
problem problem please go away
just come again another day
or better still disappear
*kaboom*
and god if u r listening
please guide me to the right path
and help me out with this one
let's reach for the star. I AM ONE TOO! at 2:22 PM
what if...........
what if loving someone has taught you to hate instead?
let's reach for the star. I AM ONE TOO! at 11:54 AM
Y
Thursday, July 21, 2005
siti live
S I T I N U R H A L I Z A L I V E ! ! !
e x c l u s i v e
singaporeindoorstadium
20 july 2005
been there, done that!
have decided not to bring my digi along
as it is an exclusive concert
and i rather have the memory
edge in my mind forever
the morning after the concert
let's reach for the star. I AM ONE TOO! at 12:01 PM
Y
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
sigh
i have always believed in giving someone
the benefit of doubt and even to give
someone a second chance
everything that surrounds us happens for a reason
and its these circumstances that taught us
about life, real life experiences and what it
will eventually bring us
the case has always been that we humans
are not understanding enough
that we tend to see the small scale of things
rather than the bigger picture
and that we lack of empathy
so, it is not wrong for me to say that sometimes
it is good that we try to put and fit into
their shoes and only then
we can see things how they see it
it also helps that we learn to throw away
the excess baggage so that we can move on with life
it is true that these excess baggage sometimes come
with fond memories, however if it has to go, it has to go
i have yet to learn to live with the fact
that it is difficult for me to throw somw of the excess baggage
well some things can be dumped easily, while
others just takes a longer time
i have decided that i have to move on with my life
and after learning to forgive...
this time i have decided to forget abt it
so.....u all bloggers shall be my witness
especially pwincesh
*raises my right hand*
that I, junior, from this moment on,
the morning of 12july, at 0414hrs,
hereby will throw away the
hugest and longest baggage that i have kept for the past
2years and will move on and not regret about it
forget a**n
it will be history
and it shall never be repeated
again!!!!
let's reach for the star. I AM ONE TOO! at 4:17 AM
i have mine!
i have gotten mine
have you??
"My name is Samantha. I'm twenty-nine years old. I've never baked a loaf of bread in my life. I can't sew on a button. What I do know is how to restructure a corporate finance agreement and save my client thirty million pounds."
89 pages down
276 to go
let's reach for the star. I AM ONE TOO! at 3:51 AM
Y
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
101 ways
not the 101 dalmations
but
101 ways to cope with stress
at number 17:
Ask for HELP with the jobs you dislike
let's reach for the star. I AM ONE TOO! at 2:22 AM
Y
Sunday, July 03, 2005
here is a recap
well well o well
been busy goin places
and just updating without pics
well boy, here i am on mc
down with diarrhoea...and wat better
time to have now and to update the pics!
music blasting from my philips
listening to live8!
madonna is on now!!!
woohooo!!!!!!!!
i am so so in the mood now!
for wat?
your guess is as good as mine
here are the long long over due pics of the past week
let's start in descending order of the date that the
activity took place
hard to understand?
well just scroll down lar!
and ya...click the pics to see more
01July - had dinner at Ambrosia, followed by ChinaJump
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dinner was blast
clubbing was blast
haahaa
we just love pink
great mind think alike
29June - Batman begins at Great World, followed by Zouk and CheekyMonkeys
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total people 62
2huge buses to take us there
26June - the long awaited Sadiq's Wedding
fun-o-meter-8
candy-o-meter-disappointing-6
tot that there would be lotsa
but i guess its only us
muahahaha
food was great
from shaik sabri, the same one for my brother's
21June - BintanGetaway
never felt so refreshed ever!
everything was free for me
just have to pay for my $32.6 ferry tix return
where else can u get it
but at junior.com
:)
thats wat been keeping me busy of late!
thanks guys for the time and fun
i feel so loved!
MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now i am goin to get ready to go to my grams place
our usual sunday lepak-ing place
tampinese ave 7
let's reach for the star. I AM ONE TOO! at 2:55 PM